Tears in smiles

There is no reason to be sad
Neither to be really happy
If you think about it
There are no reasons at all

Since I was a young boy
I told myself that I was different
Just to hide the awkwardness
Maybe I´m just a lying freak

I´d found a message in a bottle
Than told me to be brave in rain
And learn everything from a water drop
Is that real life or just another fairy tale?

From the ancient times
To somewhere in tomorrow
The life tears are the dead pain
Life is a bow and dead the shot

Talking to a stupid girl
Empty words to eat meat
Missing angels in silence
It´s like heroin of emptiness

Oh god… I know I´m not good
But if you are that good
And you can hear me tonight
Please, show me the way

They train us to be soilders
Do it, do not pity it or ask why
Slavery is freedom, they say
My soul is crying, she is hungry

We pray for mercy at night
Even demons are our best friends
Every Sunday going to church
Leaving God alone in the house

Once I told to an Iranian
Guys will tell you “beautiful eyes”
Coz you have beautiful boobs
She laughs dreaming a prince

Fuck, today I just want to cry
But sorrows haven´t gave me a chance
I can´t find a solid shoulder
In this hopeless library called life

One shot in my arm
Next, swimming in the nothing
My pain is irrelevant and bright
Death silence… In peace finally

My foolish eyes can see your face
My primitive hands only feel your body
And my ears hear your hoarse voice
But I´m dying to touch your soul

Maybe my mom is right
And we still have a chance
But I stopped being a faith man
When my love killed my god